Week 30
Maybe we are finally able to see each other without the noise.
weekly, us, similarity, treatment, anger2 min
Volume I · No.23
Sunday, July 26, 2026
Dear Wife,
a Sunday record of what happened, what I thought about, and what I noticed. Kept slowly, on purpose, so the picture of a life stays clear when we don't talk every day.
Most recently, July 26, 2026, week 30.
The latest week
July 26, 2026
Earlier weeks
Earlier weeks
Week 29
I do not know yet whether this is peace, or the price of peace.
weekly, medication, calm, identity2 min
Week 28
The roof was not the only thing missing. The standards and the pressures I put on myself were not up there either.
weekly, freedom, travel, therapy2 min
Week 27
Three people who have never met, one message. Maybe it's like this, maybe it's not. But I've stopped pretending I'm not being told something.
weekly, faith, healing, fatherhood3 min
Week 26
The dread tells me the future is uncertain, and it is right. But sitting next to you asleep, I found the one thing it cannot touch.
weekly, anxiety, marriage, rest3 min
Week 25
My lottery fantasy is so unambitious. No yachts. Just a life where tomorrow is not a threat. Not wealth — the absence of fear.
weekly, providing, fear, offer3 min
Thoughts between weeks
Recent thoughts
The Counterweight
The cost is real, you are the counterweight, and the total comes back to zero.
love, gratitude, marriage, wife3 min
The way I know you
I want to write this for you so I can remember you: how good you are as a person, the things I love about you, and why I hope you never stop being who you are.
love, gratitude, identity, ema5 min
Things I noticed
Recent discoveries
What breaks are for
I've always resisted the idea that people need breaks just to escape their lives. But I think I misunderstood something. There is a difference between loving your life and stepping outside of it for a while.
awareness, breaks, clarity, reflection2 min
One Sunday at a time, this becomes a clearer picture.